Not much to say really.i've been going through a difficult part of my life (which seems to be lasting forever) but i remember i used to be happy. i used to have friends who were supportive and lastly,i used to have a family. even though i keep smiling and saying i'm alright when people ask me so,my life's a nightmare. so this is the only place i can be 100% myself. i'm not like... dead all the time by the way...life makes me do this.